i'm capable of being very anti-social

I'm simply amazed at myself how i can be so super anti-social and exceptionally quiet when i'm DMS-ing. Ok, its not about being anti-social, more like i just wanna be alone and i isolate myself. It makes me realise that i indeed have a Lion inside me, that i do ROAR; so stay away from me when its tt time of the month.

I choked on my mucus twice ytd when i was sleeping, this despite the fact tt i tried e usual last minute tactic[which DONT work coz its last minute!] of giving myself an xtra immunity boost--eating 2 oranges for e vitamin C to build up my ald weakened immunity. I dunnoe how i got the flu bug. It suckx, really. I was sleeping and breathing normally when suddenly i juz choked on my mucus and den i broke into loud gags n coughs which lasted for a whole 3 min. Coughing so hard tt it reminded me of back then when i was 6yrs old n i was a really sick kid with damn bad cough n had to see a specialist, and visit the doctor once every 2 weeks for to cure me of it.

So i woke up today, with a very deep voice, and it hurt when i swallowed saliva coz my throat was extremely dry. My nose was runny. "Damn", i told myself. "It's flu." double whammy. Period N flu. How nice. Went for trg, kinda grogy though i wasnt under medication.

We received e Chapion paddles today. Mine's e default one, and i call it Moley coz it had 2 'moles' on the shaft. We did warm up, 160 jumping jacks. It just reminded me of back in nc days, this thing called the Golden Mouth Syndrome. Golden Mouth is a term we'd use to describe/scold cadets who had mouths too precious to open. Some count, others mumble, others dont even count. Just feel tt punishment is the most yuan2 shi3 way to achieve a particular result; it's like, kids are introduced to the cane coz they r too young to understand reasoning when u tell them. And as for our cadets, we used to tekan, i mean, discipline them coz sometimes the soft approach just dont work, hence the hard treatment. Like for instance e time i made my part march in e parade square in their socks in e afternoon coz a few of them wont change their bad habit though we ald stressed to them tt they shdnt be dragging their shoes when they march coz it produces an awful sound n its extremely sloppy. Ok i was mean, but aft we punished them tt once no more dragging sound le. It pays to be mean, BUT since we r old enuf, we shdnt have to be told time and time again.

Today we did 2 sets to Sheares Bridge, and i must say with the new paddle, its much quieter while rowing. That's coz there's less splash when e blade enters the water. We also played tiz game 'row ur team mates weight' near Sheares Bridge and those who chose to jump into e water did so, while e remaining rowed wif them clinging onto e boat as resistance. I opted to stay on the boat; it wasnt much of a choice. I cant get any wetter den i ald was. The boat didnt inch forward by much despite the 30+ strokes we rowed. Maybe we just barely managed to row back to the original spot b4 drifting backwards due to the waves. We came up and did pull ups. I guess i just like doing pull ups using the left most bar. If u happen to be someone who knows the reason, shhh, keep it to urself. If u dunnoe the reason, den its ok.

We had lunch at marina. Today is lunch day. 13 of us turned up for lunch. N u might be thinking if i'm still sore about teh o-ping dat cost $1.30. Today quite 'off' ah, in fact i think wenya got my 'high'-ness, esp now with e new pink cap. Told u it looks gd on u, n it fits u well. Really, not everyone can pass off well wif AA stuff, but u happen to b a person tt can. Tmr got chalet wif my clique of friends, 3d 2n at pasir ris. 1st nite BBQ n mahjong session cum drinking session, 2nd nite maybe gg nite cycling to Changi Airport to fetch Wangwee's dad. Hope we got energy lah! N poor wenya n jul has gotta bring their paddles n vitasoy to chalet, =] Anyway i volunteered to go get the foodstuff n bring tongs n brushes, damn..gotta pack 2-3 days worth of stuff in my bag.