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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

come back to me with all ur heart, dun let fear keep us apart

was at the yih cblc from 3.40-430pm..1 whole hr juz coz e printer screwed up. It ald spooled so many print jobs yet it juz didnt wanna print lah. den an hr ltr cheez went to get her stuff printed and encountered e same problem. yih cblc printer more n more unreliable recently man.

Anyway, today is 'lok kok day'..hah meaning dun-bother-to-dress-up day. juz wore my legs n paddles shirt, new balance shorts, and sandals to school. went to st. francis of assisi church for e penitential service at 8pm in preparation for good friday, which happens to be next friday. We had individual confession so technically speaking, i was a saint when i walked out of the church. Well at least, i was no longer a sinner. Ok, not a sinner does not equate to being a saint. wadever.

Was thinking how long i can keep the record of being sinless. Answer:5 minutes! like..wad the?? No, i really didnt want to. Really. Was at bus stop waiting for a bus to go home and diz semi-drunken guy who had slurred speech came up to me and said, 'Excuse me but can u spare me $2 coz i do not have any $ with me blah blah' and i said, 'Oh, i've no cash with me.' Damn. I lied. There goes my sinless record in juz..5 minutes! I dont wanna lie, but at the same time, i've had it with being kind. It really doesnt pay to be kind. I remembered how i got cheated by tt 'monk' who claimed tt he was collecting some donations for his temple building fund but upon giving him a measly amt of money, he totally gave me a black face, thus exposing his true colours tt he's a fake. This is what happens when u r born with a kind face. People think they can bully you. No way man. Not anymore. Ok well, i guess i'm still nice but dont take advantage ok. After all, I'm a Leo. I will roar someday. Someday.

Ok tt aside. Today's penitential service. This is an extract from the gospel. Luke 15:4-7:
Which one of you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, does not leave the 99 in e wilderness n go after the one tt is lost until he finds it? When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders n rejoices..*skip a small part* Just so, i tell u, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.

While walking home juz now, i suddenly had diz great urge to march. Marching in march..ahaha. Yep. All e commands still so clear in my head. And all the scoldings also. The scoldings we received, and of course, the scoldings we lashed on our juniors. hahah.

"Look up; stomach in, chest out; watch ur dressing; clench ur fist; aft u salute cut down sharply; u tink wad!? strolling down orchard rd is it? when u march, look smart; lock ur elbows; lift ur arms to 90 degrees; look down for wad? floor got turtle ah!?"

-And the list goes on-

Something to think about: Come back to me with all ur heart, don't let fear keep us apart.

1 Comments:

  • haha. the commands..not all are clear in my head. though most are. but the scoldings!!! haha. i won't forget too!!
    my fingers are still freezing and i'm getting a headache!!!! =[
    rights..yih gonna close soon..and that means i gotta scoot out soon!!
    take care babe. see u tmr!

    By Blogger wenya, at Wed Mar 16, 11:37:00 pm  

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