i was left very perturbed, and juz awfully sad when trg ended today.

it was as if a dementa came abt and gave the dreaded 'kiss'-- at the same time sucked all forms of happiness out from my body, leaving behind a souless, grief-striken body.

blessing in disguise? maybe. i wouldn't rule out tt possibility. at least i got to experience wad it's like to be on e 2 boats. how it is like to row, to feel, in e different boats.

but cldnt help but feel v helpless, and extremely 心酸 at the end when we got out of the boats. wt came n asked, 'so, how was it?' n i said..'i felt like a dementa came and sucked all my happiness away'

知道了又有什么用？若知道却没实际行动，倒不如不知道算了

我难过的是 。。忍住悲哀。