THE reason

i've got 2 gals on my bed fast asleep now..guess who r they? scandalous..lolx!

i wanna take a pic of them but no la, shan't be so mean.

hmm i juz read rang's blog. somehow she seemed to have captured essence of wad i'm gg thru as well. i guess..its always a case of 'u always wan wad u cant have'

surely, the best scenario, which is not impossible but somewhat utopic, is for the us to attain our goal but at the same time feel smtg together.

to b honest, i feel the underlying reason for e lack of compulsion to keep gg at the end of it, is the lack of love.

for me, i definitely didnt stay for the sport. i stayed..for the pple. angela asked if i wld stay if i was in doing my 4th yr. i said it v much dp on the pple left in the team r worth fighting for, n pushing with. n if my passion is still there.

sustained passion comes frm e gals, my team mates.

my answer at tt pt was, does it matter?

at tiz pt in time, its hard for me to say yes. i hate to conclude tt a trade-off exists in everything, n we juz cant have the best of both worlds.

What gd does it do for a man to gain the whole world but loses his soul? Mark 8:36

Likewise, wad gd does it do if we win the cup but lose e reason to carry on? i'm not at all saying tt it's bad to have a goal, in fact i'm all for it. it's gd to c everyone pushing, but wad is our underlying reason for it?

I’ve found a reason to show,
A side of me you didn’t know,
A reason for all that I do,
And the reason is you.’
- Hoobastank


my reason. wads urs?