On having aches..

i wont be shy to admit diz..

was seriously panicking ytd nite at 12am. it took me a whole 1 hr to pack my stuff to go for today's trg. somehow i kept taking 1 thing and forgetting the other.

had to check n double-check to ensure i've got all my stuff packed so i'd b all set and ready to go in the morning. i was so lookin forward for trg today coz will get to see the gals and sir and feeling the water and getting a tan and..ya u get the idea.

though i kinda regretted the min we ran across the road and up the steps towards 2nd bridge coz the pace was not as normal. i turned to my partner Qiying (yr 1) and asked, 'is tiz the normal pace?'

she replied, 'yup it is..'

i think i asked the wrong person!

turns out aft the run i realised she is one of the fastest runner in e team. tt kinda in Premier league..whist im hovering in the S-league. Oh and we had to OTOT back. Now how g-r-e-a-t is tt?

didnt wanna b a burden to e yr 1 who's full of vibrance n vitality, hence despite feelin extremely breathless coz i'm in e midst of recoving frm throat infection n flu, i juz went her pace.

when we were at the longkangs, there were 2 occasions where we cld overtake the other pair in front.

before overtaking the pair in front of us, she asked, '可以吗？' and i nodded. Then we overtook.

then there was another pair in front of us and she asked again, '可以吗？’ and diz time i cldnt help but reply helplessly, '不可以了。。’

the row was..walau eh tiring and xiong + shagged to the power of 10. i was so screwed during the 8 sets of 3 min and according to raine n bc, i was 'panting like sunny'

tts how bad state/shape i am at present.

felt kinda bad tt by gg down for trg, no doubt we snrs had our fair share of fun, but was wondering if it is at the expense of the team's disrupted trg. 是否把我们的快乐建在他们的痛苦上？

for 1, i felt we used alot of 'eye power'. i wouldnt deny tt i am guilty of it. wasnt much help when moving the boats n left it to the juniors to do. 1stly coz there were loads of hands on e boat alr, 2ndly..well there's no 2ndly. for tt i'm sorry for my action, or shd i say, inaction.

aft trg, 10 of us went to have our muz-do activity..makan! zw, theresa, hb, angela, sharon, karine, raine, wt, bc n i. we traded our fair share of gossip at the tau-huey place n though its juz plain crapping n teasing, we derive lotsa fun and entertainment frm it. despite the fact tt some teasings never fade away with time -_-^

yah we had the competition again, and of course bc won. i take very long to park mahh..really muz compete leh. haha

if u asked me if the back aches i'm experiencing now is worth it, even without thinking, the answer is..

值得!