Dilemmas

Sometimes u just wished u cld be at 2 places in 1 time. Wouldn't it be great? Then u can fulfil your responsibility and role to 2 different groups of people all at 1 go. Well i had my share of dilemmic, sticky situations too. Where i had to be at 2 places in 1 time but yea, u juz gotta let go of one and upset 1 party. It had gotta be on my birthday too, and yea it was a painful decision. Well, if there's any consolation, ur presence to the other party makes a whole lot of difference too. This is not directed to anyone in particular, really. But yah juz happen to think bout it and so i'm blogging my thoughts.

And i realise tt i'm not cut out to be a councellor. Hahaha..i cant console a person. Seriously, i cant think of the right things to say! But i think my presence do make a difference lah huh. And i've got broad shoulders and a warm hug to offer. I think tt's all that matters sometimes. Woo hoo..self praise is no praise. Ok seriously, 'woo hoo' has become the latest slang i keep saying. haha juz bear wif me for a while. Whoever's out there, i hope u all are feeling better already. I'm sure u are.

Anyway i realised ytd tt seriously, i am really bad with remembering names. I was at Jurong Pt when a jj odac snr stopped me, and waved to me. Then it was like this 10-sec of silence and i juz looked at her, point at her and was lyk 'wait a minute, i know u..juz let me remember ur name'. She asked, ' You remember or not? Do u remember who am i?" Then after ages of stoning, i said.."ohhh i remember..Jieying rite?" *phew*..luckily i remembered the name. Sometimes it gets really bad. I'd say i remember but when i spout out the name, it's incorrect. And then the person will roll his/her eyes at me. I remember faces, i remember scents, but i just cant get ur name, unless i use it often enough tt it subconsciously get into my head. As for smells, now u will know the reason why i smell everything. Seriously, e-v-er-y-t-h-i-n-g. The statement 'every smell evolves a memory' works for me. I still remember very clearly how the smell of the oxygen mask smelt like when i was being pushed into an operation theatre to get rid of my pneumonia. It smelt kinda sweet? And i can still remember the smell of my pillow aka 'chou chou' [smelly smelly]. Lipin gave it tt name. To me it smelt sooo gd, it practically worked as an instant sleeping pill to lure me to sleep. Oh but i threw it away 2 yrs after i shifted to my new house.