my screwed up life

perhaps it will be gd if i start tiz entry with some happy updates.

trg today, we ran to national stadium n did circuits there. weather was exceptionally hot today. partner was wenya. today we used 2 small boats for trg n i realised tt SDBA is getting more n more crowded recently wif all e true blue c gin na's ard coz all e sch camp companies decided to integrate dragon-boating into their activities in e attempt to teach kids a little about teamwork? SDBA was crowded, n so was the water traffic. We used the area at Cosy Bay to practise our strokes instead coz Sheares Bridge was bustling with activties n all e mini competition tt was gg on among those c gin nas. Check out the way they hold the paddles. N they were happily rocking the big boat[left side rowers all sitting on e left gunwail while right side rowers all sitting on e right gunwail] in an attempt to test if it is possible to capsize in a dragonboat. I seriously dunnoe what they r thinking, or what their camp instructors r thinking.

i'm ald starting to miss u ald, wenya! I really like u and want u to b my back supporter when doing pull ups. But..but =[ you2 kou3 nan2 yan2. serene supported me for 2(or was it 3, cant remember) sets. The thing tt came into my mind when she supported(or didnt?) was, "gravity doesnt exist; the Earth just sucks" Pulling ur entire weight up is really, very xin ku!! Having to really overcome gravity's pull n to have ur head go above the bar..*Constipated sound* I still need help, really. I havent mastered it yet, can i have my fav supporter back..pls?

Aft bathing, 14 of us went for the lunch planned by welfare at Settlers Cafe. I have to admit, some board games r really bored[eg Jenga, which isnt exactly a board game lah]; others r really technical[like tt rat race one where the guy kept trying to explain to us but we juz cldnt get it n i started bursting out in laughter coz it was so hillarious seeing everyone's 'huh' expression]. Our table which consisted of serene, mona, cheez, vic, jul, me, wendy, geoks played taboo n the game of life. Taboo was played in a bid to kill time while waiting for the food to be served--we were in search of a person who can describe e most words n i set e record of 14, not bad~ hah; The game of life was played coz it was a more no-brainer game n e next best alternative aft we all gave up totally on Rat Race. Gotta admit, starting of the game of Life is rather messy but aft tt its really simple.

I opted to be the banker coz i was kinda nua-ing n didnt wanna play n was deemed e slowest banker of all. i had to continually ask 'which is?' when e players asked for their pay day. Come on lor, u all keep trading salary card how to keep track who gets $30,00 n who gets $100,000. Demanding players ah..hrmpf.wendy kept helping herself to e money coz she was sitting beside me[the banker] n i was way too slow in
issuing money, but i'd smack her hand when she touched e money. hahaha must protect the $$ mah! Some things tt r really worth learning aft playing The Game of Life:

1) u have gotta pay $100,000 for removing a tatoo-- very coincident tt e 2 who landed on tt spot happen to be pple who've got tatoos haha

2) u've got no choice but to foot $200,000[not including insurance] for the cost of a Victorian house, poor geoks, pick tt house.

3)everytime u spin and get a 10, u r caught for speeding and have to pay the policeman[serene] $5000.

4) cheeling collected the most $ frm the buying of stocks, ie buying up most of the numbers n each time a player spins n gets tt particular no. she gets $10,000.

5) if u r a banker n ur bladder's on e verge of bursting coz u drank too much green tea, just too bad. U cant leave the game until its over, even if it means u get zhua-ed throughout the entire game for being slow.

The other table also had their fair share of fun while playing the game 'zombie'. Some board games r really fun to play lah! We decided to bring some board games to play during e Penang trip. wahahaha.

ok, now e screwed up part. I dun need to elaborate further, i got back my results. i read wen's blog, it said smth like, 'wad am i doing in arts?'. my qn to myself is, 'wad am i doing in science?' OVERALL i improved though my CAP drop. It's like, to put it in another way, a gd race set but u dun emerge in a position tt u very much hoped for, tt kinda thing. last sem my grades were Bs n Cs, diz sem MOST were B n B-. And den i scroll down to see everything. All my modules. That 1 particular module ma1104, e one i sat thru all lectures n came out feeling defeated, e one tt i held back anger n tears while doing my tutorials week aft week at yih on tuesdays b4 gg for trg--tt module. i got a grade i used to think only went out to those who put their name on e exam script n handed in a blank script. The point is, i remembered sitting thru e entire paper; i did my workings, i did calculations. And more importantly, i can dui de qi my conscience by saying i did study for it! I even borrowed wendy's maths notes. I know tt i will screw up tiz paper, juz didnt expect myself to be capable of screwing up this bad.

Wendy, i'm really gg to follow ur footsteps le. All tt's btwn me n arts fac is OAM, n i can only apply aft 6/6. Anyway, if u havent seen my nick, den tiz is it--i've dried my tears, i will be strong, its about time i moved on. Give me some time to get over it.