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Saturday, July 30, 2005

how's trg today?

i'm so happy tt my appetite is back to b4. For the past 2 weeks my appetite shrank and i just couldnt eat. Food didnt seem appetising, perhaps coz i had too many things on my mind. I knew i lost some weight, the pull up bar being the indicator. Easier to pull urself up when u shed some weight. Plus i weighed myself at the yih weighing scale.

My 1st meal tt i managed to finish up e entirely(for e past 2 weeks its just plenty of leftover) was the sci-ence oyako. this time round i ate oyako while yirang ate katsu. I shd b glad tt i'm losing weight, but no! this is not the way i wanna lose it, its unhealthy. So i'm just glad i'm eating properly again.

Ytd was the 1st land trg, came home at 11pm coz all 9 of us went for dinner aft trg. we crapped n talked n laughed n some whined(u noe who, n its not me btw..) Funny how when i reached home n told my mum trg resumed ald, and she said, 'wah so fast ah, sch havent even started n u start trg ald' and i'm thinking in my head, 'Yah, i was the one who resumed the trg.' Yes, she doesnt know yet, and i'm not planning to tell her until maybe when sch starts. I'm quite sure my parents will b ok abt it, juz dun want them to start worrying(n nagging) bout me and how i'm gonna cope with a transfer of course and all. I've said it, i juz dun want pple to worry bout me. It makes me feel very bad. I noe its concern, but..yah. I'll be alright, really.

Calf straightch, arghh. Yes, blooper moment. hahahaha yes i laugh at both our mistake which we made. very coincident indeed. Still need some polishing up for conducting warm up and warm downs. Debrief, i asked, 'do u all noe wad am i gonna ask?' and it was a same response frm all, 'How's trg today?' well at least certain matters are sorted out now, and its nice to hear wad everyone has to say. From the seniors[promoted automatically frm c gin na] and the snr seniors. It all boils down to this: we all want the best for the team. Some things will change, but values n team culture tt are passed down will remain.

mona n vic officially handed down the stuff to yr n i, and briefed us on trg matters in wisma mac. mona no longer role model, she was 1hr+ late. vic n i who were facing the plasma tv screen in mac, couldnt stop laughing at the national day song for this yr, e retart action for 'soaaaaaaaaaar' n everytime the song played we'd arm chiou.

I'm still emotional; if i watched a sad show i'd probably need a packet of tissue. However, when dealing with other things, there's a need to be firm.

Dont think, just do.--serene said it once

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