drained

ok aft coming back to hall, i've decided to blog. i mean, re-blog my lost entry.

i am feeling very drained, like really drained.

just when i thought i had a solid foundation of my revision, i did the past yr exam papers and then i realised i was stuck. and then i started doubting myself. its ever so easy to fall into the pit of no return, the pit called depression.

no, i do not believe in self-pity. sometimes i really hate myself, den i realise its useless to do tt. coz its a loser's mentality. will nv allow myself to be depressed.

got like 5 papers in 4 days, so i'm ending early on 27th april. Lucky? Well it dps which school of thoughts u belong to.

either the 'zao si zao tou tai' sch or the 'if u feel tt u can up, NO, u don't. U let it drag further!' sch

if there's anything to look forward to, its e quick getaway right aft the exams. like seriouslyright aft. will be rushing off to changi the clock strikes at 3pm, 27th april.

but damn, argh..aquarius.

my loose left ankle syndrome acted up ytd when i ran ytd. twice. painful, gotta hop a few steps b4 resuming.

i must stop communicating to lizards. they are being extremely territorial! start shitting all over the place, my place. no more 'tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk!'

very drained indeed