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"let's say u were drafted to a team tt wasnt ur 1st pick. u dun like e players, u think the quarterback is a pain in the ass. but its ur team, u dun quit. u dun talk to the press, u dun bitch to ur coach. u juz go out there every sunday, u take the blocks, u take the hits, and u play to win. u show up and u play. because it's ur freaking team. " -Alex Karev

"Human beings nd a lot of things to feel alive. family, love, sex. but we actually only nd one thing to be alive.we nd a beating heart. when our heart is threatened, we respond in different ways. we either run, or we attack. there's a scientific term for it. Fight, or flight. It's instinct, we can't control it. Or can we?" -Meredith Grey

Finally finished watching the entire season of Grey's Anatomy. Once again, i really encourage everyone of u to watch it. It's really gd, i cried at the end. I laughed, i cried, i cringed.. So, yes everyone have sex with everyone in the hospital, but it goes more than just that. There's so much plot, so much emotions, so much we can relate to. I somehow admire Dr Preston Burke so much now. The heart surgeon.

I really dunnoe what's been up with tt supposedly strongest muscle of mine recently but it sure is rather worrying. somehow ytd it hurt badly again. Is it tt i have a family history of heart attacks, tts y i felt chest pain? Or was it juz the sun? It's the 2nd time ald, it got me panting. Not the usual me to pant this hard as i run. N to clinch hard to my chest. On 1 hand, i felt alive. But at the same time, i felt threatened. I chose to fight. Fight on. Aft a while the pain went away.

Lunched at Marina Square. Gosh, things have changed so much within a span of 1 yr. Now its really renovated with a brand new look dat i think i can get lost over there. Talking bout the silliest stuff over lunch, like seriously. Aft tt wenting n i watched the Da Vinci Code, all the way till 9pm. It's not as gd as the book. N e next show we r planning to watch is 'She's the Man'. Grrr. Who's interested?

Actually i have so much to say, but neither do i have the energy to type, nor the time to do so. No, i really have got other stuff to keep me busy, though i'm not working. There's still a stack of newspaper untouched, n other matters to attend to.

Anw, thanks ky, weili, wangwee n twin. There's like Nth pple telling me not to overexert. Don't worry pple, i really will take care of myself. The last thing i'd need is for anyone to worry excessively for me. Thanks for everyone's concern, the stitches will be out tmr, or tues. i think. Any gentle docs/nurses to recommend?