i only slept at 345am ytd. was talking to phy online. basically we 什么都搬出来讲 hahahah it was quite amusing. now i noe y my immunity system failed me nearing july race. y i had those chest pains, labored, shortness of breath. coz many pple were cursing me then. shit u all lah. hrmf

didnt noe i was so hated last time..wahahaha. yah la i'm so heartless, cold-blooded, sadistic, masochist, evil. So much so tt she cldnt believe her ears when i kept saying, 'phy..watch ur back!' when we were running ytd. perhaps its like a too gd to b true moment? yah n she was touched. i'm actually a very nice person ok!? if u havent ald known me. -_-^ And i so freaking care. bleh

nonetheless, in her own words, 'it seemed like 3 yrs have passed..' when i told her i gtg zzz aft our long talk. n for the record, we nv talked more than 10 sentences e whole of last sem. it was a damn gd talk ytd. she was asking y i was so mean to her and expected so much frm her. was it that i hated u? i replied tt its for her own gd. 为你好lor!

btw phy, u really make 1 hell of a gd social worker. i'm truly amazed beyond words. n yes 老人 我听你的 k? u n ur '要哭就哭， dun keep it inside coz like tt v 辛苦' its not tt ez but yah, i'll step by step la. u try having a by default pride..its v hard to control argh.

honestly, i'm also quite amazed tt i actually terrorised some of them [jnrs, now snrs] in just tt 1 yr of appt holding. i very fierce meh? NO rite? Have freshies come to me saying, 'Cindy, is it true tt last time u very fierce' -_-^ it depends lah huh..trg time vs off-trg time. Don't 'is it true' me k.. most of the rumors AREN'T true. wth

went to gym at gombak stadium today. yah, on nationdal day. how zi zuo nie is tt man? but it does feel gd to give those muscles a workout.

speaking of gym, i'm reminded of smth tt happened ytd. i held the door for everyone to come out of the gym. Out of 30 gals, only 3 said 'thank u'. While running back to e squash court, i was telling angela, "u noe the story in e bible where Jesus healed 10 men suffering frm a dreaded skin disease, but only 1 came back to give thanks? Same case as now. I guess i'm supp to say to these 3 pple, 'ur faith has made u well' "

guess wad i wanna say is to be appreciative, and always give thanks. more love pls, pple. awaken ur senses n be aware of wad's happening ard u. Do realise that things dun just happen at the snap of ur fingers. Alot of things seem like they r there juz like tt, but actually what happens behind the scenes, all the preparatory work n stuff, tts wad u dun see. Be thankful

Encouragement costs u ntg to give, but it's priceless to receive
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so wad r u waiting for? Do Something

ps: i didnt blog abt the 'giving thanks' thing to expect smtg to change or wad. just my personal 'social psychology' experiment, though i'm no psychologist. And i thought abt proving the Reader Digest article, n myself wrong. That Singaporeans rank quite low in gg the xtra mile, saying ur 'please' n 'thank u'.