it doesnt rain, it freaking pours

hello my friends..i took a personality test n this is wad it said. i feel its a pretty accurate description of me..ok maybe not the part which says i got androgynous charm.

got meh?? i seriously dun think so..

You have a very strong will, not dependent on others and gives an impression of being a lone ranger. You are extremely curious and sensual, living a clear headed modern life. At first glance u place yourself on a pedestal, and are difficult to get along. But once others talk to u, they know u are easy going. And when the relationship develops, they realize u are affable. You have an androgynous charm, which makes u popular with all genders. But u don’t like your weak side to be seen. You might look cool on the surface, but beneath it all, you are really passionate. Only people who know ur true self can maintain a long lasting relationship with u.

i misplaced my hp..now its gone. i'm very upset. ok tts a serious understatement. i'm devastated. i'm not so much sore abt losing the hp, more like the sms inside, the photos.

the painstaking attempts i go to preserve wad i call..Memories.

for someone who is always very conscientious n clear-headed, i take this as a v big blow. tis one time of being extremely careless. i called my mum n told her abt it, she asked, 'do u noe wad to do next? how to go abt?' she obviously knew its my 1st time losing stuff. she asked, 'r u sad or not?' i had expected a big scolding, but no. perhaps she too noes its juz not me to lose things. there goes my samsung, which has my sim card.

and the 104 msges.. which dated back to 13 aug 04. 'hey gals, in case u still don't know how to get there, meet 130 at kallang. if not i'd see u @sdba 145, running shoes as always.'

or the one on 1 July 05, tt wrote, 'dun worry, i wont be so easily defeated. let's use today as a motivation to do better tmr. n gal, u really did well today.'

or the one tt said, 'u r my best present ever. nitez'

how abt the one tt said, 'hey twin..i trust u to be the next most capable boss, dun worry, e c ginnas+old birds will be behind u always if u ever nd help.'

the lame sms and also, the sweet sms. all these r irreplaceable. i view them occasionally, esp during times when i'm down.

i hate myself for being so careless. it's gone..memories fade. i dun wanna forget all these.

it doesnt rain, it freaking pours.

but life goes on anyhow. i'd be fine. i'm leaving no room for self-pity. juz abit more time n i'd get over it.