where the cold wind blow

a very very cold trg day.

e whole time i'm thinking y somebody nv ask..下雨会生什么病?

n tiz was ringing in my head as we rowed..

in the early morning row
with a paddle in my hand
with an aching in my heart
and my shirt is full of sand

i'm a long long way from home
and i miss my lover so
in the early morning row
where the cold wind blow

where the cold wind blow x4

had to wear my bro's oakley's shades today to prevent my eye frm further infection. looked like a big-time poseur la. i dun like wearing shades coz i cant see no sh*t..n it was worse coz e sky was cloudy n it was raining. y would anyone in the right frame of mind wear shades on a rainy day? well..me. unforseen circumstances.

nonetheless, the shades served its function of preventing water tt splattered from everywhere. had to endure comments like, 'cindy u look v man..' or 'cindy u look like cyclops' *diaoz*

bc came down today. read rang's blog, well tt's been on my mind as well. seeing other teams training very hard @sdba n really gearing up for regatta. sometimes i wish we weren't so happy. maybe i'm sadio-masochistic..i wont deny it if u said i was. i juz wish we werent so happy in the sense tt we dun take things so lightly, n laugh it off. some stuff r not so laughable. nt implying tt we must be oh-so-serious, of course there's a nd for some fun during trg. but at least the focus nds to be there. sadly, some still lack the focus..n its not juz e young ones.

personally, i feel tt tiz regatta is gonna b a 'full circle' kinda thing? i'm juz thinking back bout how his heart hurt really bad when he saw us crying last yr. tts y he wanted to do something . the rest of the story, like they say, is history. the same thing applies in reality as it is for gym weights. 'wad goes up must stay up, else increase'

feel a bit pek chek on e boat at times. today i asked something's tt has been on my mind for a very long time[perhaps tt person suay, i bad mood den she kena arrowed], 'xx u really got ntg to say ah!?' she replied, 'er..no' n i juz looked away in disappointment. i'm just fast-forwarding to a situation in future. wad will happen when we r really gone. is it only then tt u'd have smtg to say/pinpoint? could it be juz me having smtg to say during sets, or??

on the brighter side, here's a compilation of e dreaded wendy syndrome. ie mispronunciation moments. it's contagious!

take care = 10k/ tack kay --manda
wad did u say = wad did u shay--me
short hair girl = short hair gare --wendy
blood angle=blade angle --zw

n many more to come.

ps:ky, for u. as requested.