我怀念的。。

21/06/06 last h2o trg. those on the champion boat

n those on the canadian boat
24/03/07 it was 1 wk aft our mr500 race. sir 'rewarded' us by bringing us to the merlion ;]

last h2o trg 29/07/07 manda as drummer, lijun as cox.

lijun's backview
lie: i had ntg better to do on a saturday morning n went for trg today.

truth: 我的心痒痒，手更痒。。

i needed to find a cure for my itch. it's harder than tt i envisioned it to b. i thought it'd be ez to let go, to detach emotionally.

when i walked into sdba today n raine saw me, she said, 'cindy!! u came back today coz u miss me (us) is it?' i cldnt help but look away n replied, 'hmm..yah'

我超怀念，超想念..

there's no nd to remind myself to "row as if its ur last set", for my last set had ald expired. 27 days ago to b exact. There's no nd for 'as if', every set was ald my last set.

some pple come talk to me bout their prob, dilemmas, decision. somehow there's like alot of 'cindy, i'm sorry..' but i dun c y u shd b sorry. i didnt place any expectations in u of whether or not to stay or leave, or how long.

开心就好, tts all tt matters isn't it? no use making the decision of staying in smtg when u hate it. in doing so, u only make urself more miserable. wad's more when u r physically there but heart isn't. its only when one is happy and at peace with oneself, tt one is able to perform optimally.

一旦失去了，才懂得更加珍惜。

it's harder than i thought.

我怀念的是无言感动