Jaded

havent been blogging for a while.

Been feeling kinda jaded for many reasons, 2 in particular.

have been scheduled to work night shift for 2 wks, which will end tmr. not tt i dislike nite shift, in fact i love the serenity. it's a gd break frm the noise n craziness of the days.

besides, i get to watch shows, hk drama on tudou.com

1stly, i feel damn jaded coz my buddy has left the company. my buddy who sits beside me, works side by side n bear with all my crap, horrid singing, nonsense. yeh, she has left aft her contract ended

Notice i nv talk abt work stuff in my blog? I juz choose not to. there's ntg much spectacular to begin with anw. in short, i juz feel its high time they (management) did some damnage control. seriously, they've got their priorities wrong. period.

wont say further, its not worth it anw.

2ndly, i feel jaded coz the day is approaching. i juz dun wan tt day to come. i dun wan the attention. i detest it. i'd rather juz let it pass quietly.

I wished i knew where i'm headed for. Somehow i feel dis-oriented.

Weird..