hello its me again

i'm so pissed. like seriously some silly person came and tell me, 'so u think u r confirm gonna get A+ is it?' juz coz i'm surfing online. Like wth!? The whole day i'm doing my stuff, and how often do u see me touching my dee!!? What right do u have lah!? I'm so pissed..nvm i shant even bother being pissed.

Y shd i even bother?

No, i'm not gonna get an A+ but i dun see what's wrong with taking some time off to run. It's not like i've got alot of time but i dun believe in staying cooped in an air-conditioned environment 12 or more hrs a day and not do anything. What sedentary life! No life.

F*ck lah.

Anyway, i'm ald half down. No, to be exact, its more than 1/2 down. 2 papers today, it was alright. for MNO, i kinda felt like it was a 'gd set'. den for econometrics, hmm, i think it was ez. but the thing abt ez papers is that the bell curve will juz adjust to the right, making it more difficult for u to get an A. or better.

Ytd's ec2101 was kinda screwed. Like freaking screwed. all i can remember is walking into YIH feeling a little lost. When they asked how's the paper[though they can more or less gauge frm my face], i said, 'i'm gg sci-ence later to eat happy food.'

Sometimes u dun nd to answer to the pt, team mates can get it. Sometimes u dun even nd to open ur mouth and they can ald sense what's wrong. Sometimes all it takes is a reassuring hug. Other times it takes an 'are u ok?' or a simple 'jiayou' to provide some form of warmth. Warmth that's crucial, esp when u r studying in the YIH freezer and it's really cold. Literally. There's no love here, its cold hard facts and cold hard reality. Last thursday..hmm. Thanks. U noe who u r. everyone of u.

Well, Sunday..i can say there's nv a lack of love. 4 person sms-ed at different time if we wanted lunch. It's the little things tt matters. things tt seem so insignificant and perhaps smth u'd probably brush off and say, 'oh it's ntg much'. But it really means alot. pple talk abt 'brotherhood', what does it actually mean? Think abt it. Think hard. Or maybe its juz tt pple express it in different forms.

Hit the books again. Another 2 more days.