wake up ur idea
so tmr is a public holiday.
n wad other ways to spend a holiday than to warm the chairs in yih study room all day long? how fun is that? i calculated tt i'm currently 8 chapters behind (yah! i'm not kidding), so it'll take me probably 16hrs to clear them all. now is tt cool or is tt cool?
wth..argh
ntg much in my sad pathetic life, no time to blog either. just came back frm a movie, 'a summer of love'. some r21 show tt left us 'huh-ing' when we left the theatre. like seriously, maybe its wayyy too artistic for us to comprehend? funny isnt it, how i say i dun have time to clear my work, yet can still have the decency to proclaim tt i have time to watch movie?
i shd jolly well wake up my bloody idea.
tiz sun is the great eastern women's 10km run. every 1km is like $3.50 lah. n becoz of this run, which is so well organised that i feel extremely pampered, the run starts at 730am! yah, like the runs i previously went for usaually started at like 645 or 7am? as a result, may have to miss trg as a result. damn.
i'm quite peeved over some matters but let's juz leave it like tt. ok maybe i'd juz wait till i really hit the roof. i'm mad abt doing many unnecessary stuff. its no excuse. once is fine. twice is like, ok.. thrice, u r out. my patience wears thin v fast.
actually, its not so much the doing part. 20, 30..or even a 100. if its juz the physical ache, so what!? it doesnt bother me. the most it aches a few days, n den my body just get used to it n becomes stronger.
it's really not so much the doing part tt bothers me. wad really bothers me is a this fragile thing we all noe as trust. tiz is at stake. n u noe wad? 18 days is all we've got. if u haven't earned it from me, then its really too bad. u'd juz b physically present, but not mentally n emotionally there. likewise, i can push, but when i push, its difficult to formulate an image of u in my head. coz u'r not worth it.
almost all are familiar with this phrase, 'the truth hurts' yah it freaking does. i wont even bother to b tactful, coz if u want to listen the nice things, den tune in to Gold 90.5FM or smtg? or find a nice person who'd say pleasing stuff. i'm e last person u'd b looking for since i'm brutally honest n mean..i do not have equal faith in everyone. trust is earned, not given.
i hate excuses. most of them are lame.
wake up ur bl*ody idea
n wad other ways to spend a holiday than to warm the chairs in yih study room all day long? how fun is that? i calculated tt i'm currently 8 chapters behind (yah! i'm not kidding), so it'll take me probably 16hrs to clear them all. now is tt cool or is tt cool?
wth..argh
ntg much in my sad pathetic life, no time to blog either. just came back frm a movie, 'a summer of love'. some r21 show tt left us 'huh-ing' when we left the theatre. like seriously, maybe its wayyy too artistic for us to comprehend? funny isnt it, how i say i dun have time to clear my work, yet can still have the decency to proclaim tt i have time to watch movie?
i shd jolly well wake up my bloody idea.
tiz sun is the great eastern women's 10km run. every 1km is like $3.50 lah. n becoz of this run, which is so well organised that i feel extremely pampered, the run starts at 730am! yah, like the runs i previously went for usaually started at like 645 or 7am? as a result, may have to miss trg as a result. damn.
i'm quite peeved over some matters but let's juz leave it like tt. ok maybe i'd juz wait till i really hit the roof. i'm mad abt doing many unnecessary stuff. its no excuse. once is fine. twice is like, ok.. thrice, u r out. my patience wears thin v fast.
actually, its not so much the doing part. 20, 30..or even a 100. if its juz the physical ache, so what!? it doesnt bother me. the most it aches a few days, n den my body just get used to it n becomes stronger.
it's really not so much the doing part tt bothers me. wad really bothers me is a this fragile thing we all noe as trust. tiz is at stake. n u noe wad? 18 days is all we've got. if u haven't earned it from me, then its really too bad. u'd juz b physically present, but not mentally n emotionally there. likewise, i can push, but when i push, its difficult to formulate an image of u in my head. coz u'r not worth it.
almost all are familiar with this phrase, 'the truth hurts' yah it freaking does. i wont even bother to b tactful, coz if u want to listen the nice things, den tune in to Gold 90.5FM or smtg? or find a nice person who'd say pleasing stuff. i'm e last person u'd b looking for since i'm brutally honest n mean..i do not have equal faith in everyone. trust is earned, not given.
i hate excuses. most of them are lame.
wake up ur bl*ody idea
posted by Cindy at
1:24 am
2 Comments:
i'm facing the same prob as u!!! got time to read ya blog..no time to study...hahahha
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kAiyAn, at Thu Oct 26, 02:54:00 pm
hey. you told me to take things easier.. don't be too hard on yourself? if not worth it, then really not worth your getting angry over.
By
jUL_, at Sat Oct 28, 03:01:00 am
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