row for each other

ahhh i am so exhausted. Shall sleep at 11pm and wake up early to study. I juz cant seem to study at night so i shall fully utilise e morning, where i feel more perked up.

today marks the end of our gek tutorial. i'm kinda relieved tt its over, yet at the same time i'm a little sad coz i did kinda enjoy e tutorials n sharing opinions n all tt open discussion. oh well, e saying goes--dun cry because its over; smile because it happened. Nah, not tt i cried lah. oh pls, i've got active tear ducts but i dun let tears flow over such stuff. Uhm, unless its like some really touching show tt i watched, or some really moving article i read.

shirley offered to pray with me aft advanced calculus lecture today coz i was so angry during e lecture itself. why was i feeling angry? Just feeling angry with tiz stupid module, e tutorials tt i cant do, e lecturer for gg on n on though there arent many who understands wad he's saying. I was just plain angry with the way things are. Shirley prayed wif me n den i think i felt calmer n much better n tt's y i somehow managed to finish up my tutorial at YIH. Yup, e power of prayer man. Ok, it was an easy feat n i got frustrated while doing but i managed to finish so i'm really thankful man. =]

Karma works in many mysterious ways. I think karma exists to remind pple to do gd n tt wad goes ard comes ard. Wont elaborate further, for fear tt more pple will start calling me tt name. tt name which is not my name. Oh well, its my name wif something added behind. I wont say its a horrid name, but i think my original name sounds gd. Just stick to calling me Cindy. if not..i will..hmm. Nope i will not whine. i will, frown. hah.

We ran the legendary route today!! How cool is tt. yup i resumed running today aft 2 weeks of rest. Just testing out if my legs r in perfect working condition. So, i guess they r. Uhm..pain, well, exists but its less intensed le. Kent Ridge Park, wow, e slope. I'm proud of my thighs, they didnt give up on me. All of us deserve a pat on our shoulders for managing today's run tt lasted 1hr 22min. I partnered meiping n i muz say, she's got motherly instincts. hahahaha. yah its meant to b a compliment, really.

Serene mentioned smth during debrief today. Aft wad she said, i was like, 'woah! i'm gonna write it down somewhere.' it was really inspirational. Yup, we row for each other. That's e essence n reason why we r doing all these n coming down trg aft trg. I think i'm so silly when i first joined n thought tt dragonboating is such a brainless sport. Yup, i had this thinking in my head. Like, how difficult can it get? Just rowing rite? Its juz a repeated motion over n over again. There's ntg much to it.

I guess e longer i stayed[ok not very long compared to e snrs], e more i've learnt n grown. It's really true, we row for each other. No, actually, we row for one another.

And then there was also the talk on MR500 n wad we learnt from this race. I wanted to say more, but at tt pt in time, juz cldnt think of anything to say, and so, i was like 'oh damit, dun call me' but in e end was asked to share bout wad i learnt. But basically, let's juz work harder. Every race i learn smth new, gain an experience, discover myself a little more, n of course, as a team, we bond tgt closer. Anyway, time is 1108, better get some sleep. Abrupt ending i noe, but pls bear with it.