let Go and let God

Okok, b4 i continue. dun start blaming me for making u addicted ah!

Let me introduce the next most talked-about show that's worth downloading. From the producers of Grey's Anatomy, i bring u...

Criminal Minds

It's abt a group of profilers, who analyse the nation's most dangerous criminal minds in an effort to anticipate their next move in order to strike again. OMG the plot is really, really, gd. Nah it didnt make me cry, but its like awwww kind. There's this Special Agent Jason Gideon tt told Dr. Spencer Reid, 'The only time u need a gun, is when u kill somebody.'

So whoever who starts downloading it, pls pass to me to watch k?

It's quite amazing, tt in the past 3 days, 2 person said the exact same thing to me. Abt God. "U noe, we are in God's plan." And they told me abt how God has reached out to them and really touched them deeply. That kinda awakening moment. For me, i havent had such an 'awakening' moment yet. There are small episodes, but for a real moment with the oomph factor, the kind tt makes u resolute to say, 'Ok, i'm gonna change my life from now on and nv look back!' I nv experienced God in such a deep manner yet. But i feel, this kinda things, u cant rush. If it comes it comes. If it doesnt, den wait for the day to come. I'm still waiting..

1 of them is noel, the other person kunting. 2 pple who dunno each other, but when i strike a conversation with them, they juz outta the blue suddenly juz talked about the exact same thing.

Is this a sign?

I really dunno man. Attended novena service ytd. Spent 20min at the adoration room b4 gg for novena. Just wanted to spend some quiet time with God, who is present in the form of the Eucharist.

Some aspects in life, i am still very lost. That's y i turn to Him, for strength, for direction.

I just need to let go, and let God.

Anyway i was blog surfing and i chanced upon this SMU dragonboater's blog. It's inspiring to read her blog n i was very touched when i read the part abt them making it into the finals. It just gives us more reason to nv forget where we came from. how we came back up. The struggles. hey ys u reading this? thanx for the email last regatta, it really meant alot to me.

River Regatta'05 - Last for every race, caterpillar row
MR500'06 - Last for every race, good fighting spirit and coordination

Dragonboat Festival'06

The guys and the girls put up a good fight, stun the hell out of people man! yeppy! Guys gotten last for their races but but one thing commendable was during the 1000m race, they actually stunned the spectators by leading amongst the other univerisities - NUS/NTU/SIM during the first half of the race. *applause!

The girls also did a fantastic job which i'm very proud of how much they pushed themselves and supported each other throughout the whole race. Now they finally see what possibility looks like!!! Now they are HUNGRY and THIRTSY for more! yeppy! When we rowed finished our heats, my back pack of girls broke down. I got them. :) I was thrilled to hear when keith told us, "Girls, welcome to FINALS!" We have reached our first goal that we aimed during our first conversation with the girls! We cheered and hugged each other. Just felt super super glad that we finally made it through together with the SMU team! Even tho, we gotten last for the finals, i felt it was really a good beginning for all to have a taste of what it felt to compete with the stronger stronger teams! And what it felt to fight through what you have and squeeze it dry to what you think is left and you'll be amazed to see how much more you can be squeezed!

Actually the last sentence, its quite cute if u think of it the literal sense. i can juz imagine ourselves squeezing each other dry, till the last drop.

*Warning* I'm taking 6 modules this cominmg sem. f*ck la! if not for THAT module which till this day i keep cursing. urgh..juniors n potential juniors who happen to read this, beware. Super black face n highly irritable mood inevitable. You have been warned.