I received my results by post today. This time i took it and showed it to dad n mum. For the past 2 sems, i just told them the results verbally.

Went for evening mass today aft gg to nus to do some reading and gym. Today's celebration of the holy family. Using st joseph, blessed virgin mary, and jesus as the model family, our families shd be like theirs. To live a life of simplicity, and where values are passed down and learnt.

I've decided to let my parents know abt IT tmr. smth i've kept for like 1 semester!? Also they ought to realise tt e little time tt i'm home nowadays is the result of spending time in sch, doing revision. I'm disciplined, i dun waste my time on things tt do not matter. I'll definitely continue to balance my commitments and prioritise my stuff out. In short, I know what i want.

Really hope i can get a place and stay in campus. got 4 of my core modules, another 2 to go. Away frm distractions, my comfy bed, my pillow.

6 modules, but no fear. Looking forward to a brand new semester.

For me, I see in him the fighting spirit. I see in him how he is telling that little voice in him that's asking him to stop to shut up. I see in him, YOU. I hope that all those who had ran with him learnt something. Despite the cold, heat and hunger, there's a lesson learnt. The next time you come for training, can you tell that little voice in you to shut up?

Something i chanced upon as i reviewed my emails. It was an email sent BY[correction made, thanks wenya] mr 'del monte'. very corny content indeed.

trg kicked off full swing a few days ago. needless to say, intensity has increased. I'm only human. Reason y i'm not online so often esp aft a trg day, is tt i need the rest. Yes, 2-3hrs of sleep proves to be very theraputic indeed, esp aft trg. What serene said dawned on me. i can feel it now, and i'm sure i'll feel it even more in may.

"sometimes u plan out the trg, then u look at it and u think to urself, 'am i crazy?' and then u dunnoe whether to love or hate urself for doing tt"

And some say they understand. Nah u probably will never get it.

Going on a singles kayak is a gd experience. If something goes wrong, u have no one to point the finger to but yourself. You steer by yourself; you control how fast u wanna go by yourself; you apply the power by yourself; you've got no choice but to motivate yourself. It trains you to step out of tt tiny little comfort zone of yours and analyse the surroundings better. You are by ur own.

'rudder' not talk bout wad happened today. push out=go right, pull in=go left. argh..

peaceful christmas

the 2 most popular words tt are on my family's mouth recently--Hoi Toi! which means 开桌 in cantonese.

they[dad, mum, bro, bro's gf] have been addicted to playing mahjong, playing at least once a day. I have played only twice with them, usually only 1 game.

I came up wif 3 reasons why i shd be granted hostel accomodation next semester:

1)to get away frm the mahjong din

2) juz realised tt my room is gonna face boon lay interchange[yah they r gonna upgrade e existing interchange so the temporary grd is the open field tt i face when studying, how 'cool' is tt man!?' More toxic jurong air coming my way..shit.

3) taking 6 modules next sem

Pls let me have a room on campus next sem.

Much to my surprise, this christmas turned out to be very peaceful and quiet. Spent my christmas gg for christmas day mass @Holy Cross. Den came home and read e Harry Potter bks all day. Dinner was kinda like really unhealthy, with very oily sausages, pork ribs, pizza, crossiant, and grilled chicken tt my brother bought frm IMM. So i went for a run aft tt, in the hope of burning away all those calories. No, i'm not a health junky, but there shdnt be a reason for running. In fact, in any case, there shd be a reason for NOT running.

Today's run, i felt very light. The Asics shoes are quite amazing in the way it makes me feel as if i'm flying with every step i take. It was juz a short run tt lasted for 20min but i enjoyed it. Feel like i'm at the peak of my health(running perhaps?) in my entire life. Maybe i shdnt limit myself to possibilities in future. I cld very well be those super women in their 40s who go for full marathon with tt 'no kick' look on their faces. But for now, a Full Marathon is NOT in my to-be-accomplished list. The reason is simple: i want to have a proper trg to make sure i'm prepared physically n mentally for it. Which now, i can say, i do have the time to do so.

What i really love abt this christmas is its simplicity. E atmosphere in church, knowing tt it is this day some 2005 yrs ago, the word was made flesh, and that God is with us(Emmanuel) This yr, i wasnt bz buying stuff, in fact there wasnt any christmas shopping for myself. What some pple may be looking out for in christmas is the 'christmas-y' feeling. To me, the christmas-y feeling is not abt the merry making, or the food, or the shopping. It's abt preparing a straight path for God to enter into our hearts.

Merry Christmas to u.

jul: thanks for the correction. yah i kinda got the no. wrong. shd be buy 9 get 3 free, not buy 7 get 5 free.

wendy: hahahahaha ok i shall reconsider ur proposal. rite.. and really lor, jul has the 'honour' of having 2 encounters of power!~ fart, she cant have a 3rd time.

mona: i actually like the mornings where we'd wake up with the chill air blowing in our face; brushing our teeth at the stream; and cooking french toast in the morning. hah, let's go conquer another mountain tgt ;]

back from ophir[like since how long ago la]

my 2nd time gg up there, like wow!~ there are so many ladders now. 1 yr ago, there was no ladder to climb but juz rocks n we juz climbed. But at least its safer now.

started off at larkin, where we treated ourselves with buy 7 get 5 free dunkin donuts. yah, energy in; energy out. it is justified, not sinful ok!?


as expected, the 1st 20-25min the the trek was just steps, steps n more steps. was dripping so much sweat tt these are some expressions tt come outta our mouth:

Geoks: i'm a walking waterfall!
Me: my eyebrows are not functioning anymore!

we were literally dripping sweat all over the place. N yah, perspiration was entering my eyes coz my eyebrows had reached saturation pt. in terms of preventing sweat frm coming down.

We reached CP4, at approx 6pm on the 1st day. Anyway, here's some of the highlights of our meal plan:

Dinner: Pineapple rice with pineapple cubes n sprinkled chicken floss, omelette wif hotdog, curry chicken. Chilled pudding for dessert

2nd day's breakfast: French Toast, pandan/chocolate chip bread with generous spread of nutella/cheese spread/peanut butter.

2nd day's dinner: pasta wif chunky soup(mushroom clam chowder)

See, who said u gotta stick wif maggi mee for trekking?

Anyway, on our 2nd day, we trekked up to the summit of Mt Ophir. Reached the summit at 1256pm, and den we had lunch and TP-ed ALOT up there in all sorts of pose, cheesy ones, MTV ones, in deep thoughts one..all sorts of funny combinations. I was e 2nd day TP IC so i managed to capture the moment.

View from the top, birds eye view.

And another..

We conquered Mt Ophir!


Highlights of the trip include a 2nd edition of Top 10 stupid things tt wendy does[in ophir]. Opps, She did it again.. On the account tt we r twins, i shall not mention. Ok, here's a sneak peak of a few

Number 5: "He..he is..Mr Del Monte!!" [when it shd be Debonair]
Number 4: Laughing uncontrollably at her above mistake which i pointed out tt she farted in the tent, much to our horror.

N you know how u tend to take in lotsa air when u r laughing? We almost died inside the tent. Power fart once again, everybody.

Another highlight was the fact tt our group, which consist of 5 Da Bao gals[mona, wendy, geoks, jul n i] and 2 guys[the only 2 gd guys ard, suan kim and jun ming], were the most efficient of all. It got quite infruating tt we were actually always the 1st to finish packing n ready to go at the stipulated time, and as a result have to wait for even the committee members. For instance, when they set a time of 830 to go down the mountain on day 3, they told us it meant ready to go by 830. Meaning tents unpitched and packed, ready to go. We only set off at like, 930!? At 830, the other grp, as well as the comm grp, were still unpitching tents. urgh

and e 5 of us were pretty adventurous actually. now we know who to jio for back packing trips in future. All the streetside food we tried while the others decide to eat KFC when we reached Tangkat. Cmon, i mean, we can find KFC everywhere la! come all the way here n eat KFC? In the end, we ate 浆油鸡， 叉烧饭， 猪什汤，chendol, ice kachang, and chocolate wafer. When it comes to food, u have to be adventurous and really try out those streetside shops!

the adventures of the 5 Da Bao girls[our secret identity] What's next..Kinabalu?


Thursday: went back to sch to wash up the stores, n then met up wif the crescent clique at ecp mac for christmas celebration. Nite cycling was on in e end, and i was e last woman. Damn shagged as i only had 5hrs of sleep the night b4, cant believe i ill-treat those quads n legs of mine.

10 of us.

Coincidence of presents.

wenya bought lipin the body towel, while i bought weili the pooh bear face towel[with her name stitched on it] talk bout mo qi. heh

Friday: got back results. I finally see As appearing. I'm contented, yet at the same time i do know tt shd i want to take honours, i still gotta work much harder. Thank you Lord. Yes, think i need to thank everyone, like wenya for the psych txtbk, jul for the el1101e readings, jason n yirang for tips on wad to focus for js1101e, wenting for the soci txtbk, and mostly to wendy, my dearest twin, for tt huge stack of notes tt u provided me. mindmaps n all, thanks twin. U know how a thank you is nv enough la, but yah..

At this pt, i suddenly flashback to last sem, for our very last trg. So happen tt it was the day of the 'interview', where it all boils down to an interview wif e vice dean of fass for undergrad matters, prof pauline straughan. aft which i rushed down for trg, tried to contain my excitement and glee upon knowing tt she had approved of my transfer frm science to arts course, on the spot. i kinda 'succeeded' in making everyone believe tt the interview went badly, coz i juz kept quiet during trg n it seemed like i was gonna be stuck in science for the rest of my nus life. Den at the end of trg, i went to wendy, i juz had to break the news to her, she had to be the first person i tell. i said, 'wendy, do u believe tt we r really twins?' n she said, 'yah, why?' and den i said, 'tts coz i'm really the same fate as u. haha welcome me to arts!'

this is wendy for u


Yes, the 2 pple who started of as maths major, and thankfully had the opportunity to make a detour along the way upon realising tt we really didnt fit into our course, and tt arts was acutally the one all along. thank u for all the advices. N for those who constantly ask if i'm coping well wif db and studies, thanks for the concern. u noe who u r.

i think i'm misunderstood, and i dun even bother to clear up the misunderstanding. my parents think i'm nuts gg Ophir aft i juz came back frm Lumbong a few days ago. it's really strange how on 1 hand, pple want our generation to have a gung-ho spirit and all, while on the other, our parents are perpetuating the trend of sheltering us.

wad is wrong with going trekking? Like seriously!? I mean, yah its risk. But everything u do has its risk. a sedentary life shortens ur life as well.

Anyway, i have established a reputation of being a responsible daughter. U noe it dun u? Like y do u call me to look aft the clothes when u take them out to sun, n not bro? That's coz i bother to take the clothes in if it rains. Or when u both go overseas, who do u arrow to make sure the door is locked b4 we sleep? Me. Why not bro? I dunnoe, but i think u know the answer.

Likewise, i am fully aware of the responsibilities and the risks of climbing a mountain. I will take care of myself; my friends will take care of me; we will look out for each other.

Somehow, it just boils down to the same old thing. The same old reason why they ALWAYS fuss over me.

I am a girl.

I bet i can take care of myself much better than my brother la.

Enough said.

Anyway, lipin, if u r seeing this, i juz wanna say tt.. i have ald bought e gift for my assigned person. She's one lucky person for gift exchange hor. Think the gift suits her and it has my personal touch. I settled it b4 gg ophir k. Everything's settled.

back frm lumbong.

for a waterfall trek, this proves to be more challenging than other trekking trips than i've been to. Apparently, from wad i've gathered frm shena, my jj odac friend who joined us for the trip, she mentioned that berkelah was also very challenging.

Challenging meaning that it was slippery and having quite alot of steep slopes. Although the level of difficulty was rated 1* in the rovers website, in terms of stamina, yah, its considered 1*. But in terms of challenge, its far more than 1*.

btw wendy, i'm not tt pro when it comes to trekking. In terms of trekking confidence, ie height factor, i still slow down a lil when descending steep slopes. But i can trust nature more and i guess it comes with experience? hah must know where to cling on to dear life when u r abt to fall

I dont know if i've ever shared this with anyone of you before, but wad i really love abt nature is that it's really fascinating. In the sense that it protects you. There always seem to be a convenient branch for you to grab on to help to break your fall [It has happened so many times to me] Or the natural 'steps' made by the roots of trees. And of course, the fresh air that you take in. That's smth an urban city cannot offer. For instance, can urban dwelling offer this magnificant waterfall as backdrop?

steps

Anyway, treking wif rang and twin was quite an experience.My gosh, dee kept whining and i kept scolding her. at least yirang didnt whine as much, not much at all. only came to me--the provider, for water. cld almost do a top 10 stupid thing tt wendy does Part 2, in lumbong. hah. Once again, wendy, aka pricess agar-agar, made a fool of herself by juz being herself. hehehe, like the agar-agar incident. Or the falling down one. Or the fall-down-ald-nvm-still-keep-accusing-me-of-laughing-at-u-when-i-didnt one.Ok, shall not blog it on the account of us being twins. Interested parties can still come and ask us personally bout the story ;]

And if you thought u've seen enuf of the same old twin pose, we have our own originality n creativity k?
Check this out

see! its not always the same 'T' pose


Its actually very obvious that they had asked us to bring more than enuf food[can last for 3d 2n la!] but anyway, it's like damn ridiculous. Personal opinion here. The organisers planned for the participants to have dinner AND supper. Like hello?? I mean, yah its supposed to be leisure and all but this is really too much. For my group, we had like: pringles, egg noodles, udon noodles, rice, sausages, spaghetti, oreo..u get the idea? Anyway, i juz thought it was quite ridiculous. There were so many things tt we eventually brought up but didnt cook coz everyone was too stuffed to eat.
a campfire tt someone made

Aside from that, i think everything else was alright. Ntg much to say actually.

We conquered Lumbong!

PS: Since yirang requested tt the original photo be taken down, i replaced it with this instead.

Anyway, i've decided. This is my decision.

bro

juz b4 i go for my lumbong trip, here's smth i thought i can share wif u all. It's my brother's msn nick and it goes like this:

Ben says-Have you met Chicken Little's father? He's one big cock!

And that's my 23-yr-old brother for all of u..

Like seriously -_-" got anything more lame or not!?

my week

Tip of the week: Do not attempt to eat 3 scoops of Andersen ice cream tt costs $7.90 straight aft you have gone for a Sakae sushi dinner.

it's always nice to meet up n have tcs wif meiping. ha :] met her up for dinner on fri and we ate sakae sushi. We both thought it was a better deal to have 3 scoops of Andersen's ice cream, instead of 1 scoop of ice cream with waffle. Both cost $7.90, and we decided on the 3 scoops of ice cream EACH. For dessert.

Bloated isnt a gd enuf word to describe how we felt aft forcing the last few scoops to finish it up. Not including the whipped cream tt they generously sprayed at the side. Damn sinful..but dammit, i have a weakness for whipped cream la.

Quite fascinating tt in some aspects of life, we have similar experiences and she cld share her insights n advice on certain stuff. Even if we may not see eye to eye on certain matters, we'd offer different perspective. N omg, she totally crack me up wif all the lame jokes n comments. Quote frm cheez blog [dun mind hor cheez]," No wonder something is missing this sem in NUS.. its MP!! hahaha Her loud slippers... her lame jokes.. her gossips.. hahaha"

Ditto man, cheez. hahaha. anyway this is meiping..


Sat saw the 2 of us, wendy n i, gg for MAYDAY concert. It was So Good. Like seriously, so so gd. Yea, the sound system kinda sucked though. Taxi fare..$26! Midnight charge coz Ashin was really sincere, encore-ing all the way till 12am. The concert ended at 12. 830 all the way till 12. damn high, waving the lightsticks, singing along wif them, soaking up the concert atmosphere. Was greeted wif a surprise at the end of the concert. wenya was the surprise. hah. and so 5 girls were stranded as we walked aimlessly for 10-15min to wait for a cab to take us home. The last thing we'd do was to wait in the queue at expo where there were hordes of pple who had juz left the concert.

Anyway..this is wendy, my twin.


Like seriously, its coincident to the extent of freaky, if u ever recorded e no. of times we wore e same combi for trg. It all started with a nike white cap..

I reached home at 130am, thinking that by then my family would ald be in bed. Surprise surprise! bro has juz bought a mahjong table and a mahjong set. i was greeted with the sight of dad, mum, bro and his gf happily playing mahjong, when i opened the door.

i cant understand myself, but i was being kinda, or maybe super anti-social when i got home. took a bathe, headed to my room, shut the room door, log online and then surf a while, den got to sleep. do not mistaken, i am very much a family person. my signs of withdrawal and shutting myself in may probably be due to the fact tt

1) its gonna be the time of the mth again
2) i'm really feeling v drained
3) i juz wanna be alone

anyway, if anyone of you wanna play mahjong, my house is open anytime. i'm not a 赌鬼, but during chinese new yr or wad, can pop by to 拜年 and den play a few rounds. But give warning first la, i need to pack my room.

Sunday saw 17 of us meeting at changi village to go for the kelong trip. I guess i need to take some time off to think. Kelong trip, lumbung and ophir. When i come back from lumbung, i am gonna make a decision. Need to get away from the hustle and bustle of city life to go back to basics. Back to nature. To breathe the really fresh air to clear my mind, clear my thoughts. Kelong trip did help me a lil to start thinking bout what i'm really looking for in life, the importance of some things and the likely alternatives.

Ok u probably not know wad i'm talking abt. Only a very select few knows wad exactly it is.

Anyway, i really liked the one-to-one conversation with jul at the benches on the pontoon, talking bout plans for the future and wad a sheltered life we lead. Played lotsa mahjong, uno stacko, 1 game of chinese chess[of which many puked blood aft attempting to teach me], bridge and also sang ktv. if u havent ald known, i'm not a night person alright? both of us KO-ed the earliest. Woke up at like i dunnoe, 4am to pee, and then watched the remaining of 'the maid' with 7 pple who were 3/4 gone, yet stayed up to watch the vcd. Tried to get back to sleep, but bc asked jul n i to tell her ghost story. Like seriously..

and so, our infamous spec course story. No, i dun remember everything, just bits and pieces. furthermore i'm not a gd story teller. Ghost stories dun come out as a suspense when i say it. It turned out very hillarious when she tried to tell someone by summarising it in the least words as possible, so it became like this:

'xx sleeps on the top deck of double decker bed. xx found e next day underneath the lower deck of the bed. '

ok, i am in a 怀旧 TP days mode, tt explains the many photos i feel like uploading all of a sudden.

aft like 2-3 NG shots, we managed to get it right. the 1st pic is an eg of the unsuccessful shots.




Anyway, here's an example of unconscious behavior. When e 4 of us[who happens to be Leos] went onboard the bum boat, it was quite amazing tt unknowingly, jul n i plonked our stuff and sat at the left, while geoks n bc took the right. Jul pointed tt out. Rather amazing. left rowers naturally take e left while right rowers take right?
Here's a shot of pple fishing.



And lastly, smth i juz love abt the simple life. breathtaking shots. its nt exhilarating or wad, but its juz beautiful. the sunset. I look forward to gg for trekking trips or smth tt a bustling city life cannot offer. esp during the end of the yr.

Agenda

hah i'm sure u have ald read this in wenya's blog. Anyway its e same experience but different narrative la.

Someone ever commented b4, wenya's blog is the happy blog. jul's blog is the depressing blog. My blog is the i dunnoe? the moral-of-the-story kinda blog. Dont read mine if u wanna read smth to cheer u up.

Anyway, the Crescent clique went out today, had many agendas. 3 agendas:

-Christmas celebration
-Gift exchange
-21st birthday

Like seriously..hahaha yah. And so we agreed on a contribution of $21 for each one for next yr's 21st. Wangwee's bdae on the 4th of Jan is a stark reminder of how time flies. The very 1st in the clique who is turning 21. This whole bdae thing is burning a big whole in everyone's pocket la. Essentially, u r paying for your own present, ie $21x9=$189.

Kept on digressing. We spent 1/2, oh i mean, 3/4 of the time finalising the 'plan' of how to celebrate Christmas. I'm always the one talking during trg time, but wif these pple, i choose to take the back seat. Occasionally, i'd say smth like, 'eh can get back to topic on Christmas celebration?' coz my gawd, everyone keeps digressing.

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Wangwee: eh quite gd ah, got a capt in the clique, so u all will noe when u free n when u not free

Wenya: cindy..11 feb lands on a saturday..how? will we have trg the next day?

Weili: cindy do u all do crunches? y is it my back hurts when i do?

Guimei: eh..u gg for Mayday concert on sat ah!? share e $128 seat wif u can?

Lipin: cindy, since the floorball[weili and wangwee] pple have trg on tues n sunday, can u change trg to sunday instead? so as a clique we can have more compatible timings to go out

Jul: buahahahah

Yanling: i'm getting married in 2 yrs time. u all r the witness ah!
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This is why i always find it so nice to spend time with my really close friends. Just totally cracks me up, hanging out wif them. Deep down inside everyone knows they r asking the obvious, yet they still ask. No, some things are not flexible and not open for negotiation. hahaha, yah. i'm a capt but i'm not God.

We proceeded to Pacific Cafe to nua aft eating at creation cafe. we sat at the same spot as during the eventful day in july..

Anyway, i dun think its nice tt some of them 'pressured' e 4 who are not attached to find an other half soon. Again, active and passive cues. Really, u cant rush into these kinda matters. I'm talking abt matters of the heart. Coming from a girls school, i'm proud to say tt we r rather independent and we can live without an other half. I'm not advocating tt we stay single all our lives, but the pt is tt 一个人也能活得精彩。 Guys dont necessary need to fill up the equation u noe? Likewise, the opposite also holds.

Btw, i'm not being feminist here. I'm speaking off my mind. Looking at the bigger picture and being objective.

Of course, it was indeed really fun to meet up and see how's everyone doing. Thanks wee, for planning it.

argh

dammit!

i'm limping! This particular pt below my left ankle hurts big time. Its a pt tt comes into contact wif the ground when i walk and i cant put my body weight on it.

Argh. shit, i hate it when this kinda thing happens. [shin splint, tail bone, detached deltoid, loose ankle, now wad!?]

The potential damage a 1/2 marathon can do..

If it still hurts and i still limp tmr, i'll go see a sinseh. And tt'll be my first time. Nooo..*PAIN*

wtf

THE Run

now for the do-u-know section.

do u know? that its a pepetuating trend, tt as juniors u'll always want to know wad's gg to be carried out during trg, even b4 trg itself. the argument is tt it makes one physically and mentally prepared.

Well i tell u wad. u have to always be prepared to expect the unexpected. Both physically and mentally.

For a moment ytd, it felt like deja vu.

Anyway, trash out session. Not smth suitable for public scrutiny. N then pple will go again to say tt u r supposed to be frank and truthful in ur online diary yada yada, and this is where i say 1 word to shut u up
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CRAP

Or the other word
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SCRAM

Went for my virgin 1/2 marathon today tgt with raine, wenya, yirang, zhenyi and twin. All 1st timers except for zhenyi, who has army half marathon experience. Ran with who else but my twin. Yea, wendy. It was quite a great experience actually. Finishing it gave me reassurance that i'm sane, coz i decided tt i'll not have plans to go for a full marathon anytime soon. Gg for a full marathon is smth i deem to be insane; well at least if u go for it w/o having proper trg beforehand.

Judging frm my forecast for my entire nus life, it is highly unlikely tt i'll be able to train for a full marathon. Yah, yirang and wenting, u can come and redeem ur sakae sushi treat frm me ok? Fine..

Hrmf

As i was saying, the 1/2 marathon. Wendy set a target tt we aim to come in under 3hrs, but i told her we shd set a target of 2hr 30min instead. We managed to accomplish wad i set out. Gd job twin heh :] [dun u dare say i shd have gone first n all tt!]She dedicated the last 2click to me, while i dedicated to her. N the cliche thing i said to her there and then:

“不要轻易放弃， 否则对不起自己!”

Cheez the pro, came in in 5hrs 44min or so, full marathon. Radiating a glow on her face and seemed like she cld go for another 10km when we met her at the finishing line.

I truly enjoyed the conversation wif wendy at ya kun while waiting for the rest to join us for lunch at raffles city. Thanks twin, for being there.

Contemplating

I'm still comtemplating what i shd major in. Econs is gd, but i really dun want nus to diminish my interest for e subject the way it did to maths. The thought of sitting in yih b4 trg, staring at e tutorial, not knowing how to go abt doing, isnt exactly the feeling i want to go through again.

Need i elaborate on ytd's ktv session? heh :] the action for 'sweet lips' by kevin, the backstreet boy, is extremely hillarious. No, i wasnt a backstreet boy fan then, but i do remember gg to my friend's house and she'd show me her collection and we'd giggle and luff like pri sch kids. Oh, we WERE pri sch kids then. Someday it'll b our kids turn to laugh at us for being old foggies and actually having a phase where we 'idolised' boybands.

Mayday rox Like seriously!

恋爱-ing 恒星的恒心 掘强 听不到 are but a few of their great songs. Gearing up for 10/12. Mayday concert wif twin, the dees.

Some pple are unexpressive by nature, but can u fault them? I'm beginning to understand wad i learn in soci n psychology, abt gender-schemas, gender roles. How 1 shd behave according to the gender-schema, which is bascially a mental set/representation of how different genders shd behave. Then again, these are social constructs. Girls are supposed to be more expressive. To some extent, i deviate frm the so called 'schema'. Yah, with all my 'orh' and short replies.

Don't fault me k? I am who i am. I dont really care wad u think.

Anyway, i really like wad i'm doing now. As in, what i'm learning frm arts modules. So able to apply to real life, unlike..maths. I'm 3 maths modules away frm qualifying for a minor in maths, but.. 我不想吃回头草

Or shd i?

Shd stop stabbing myself in the same spot again n again.

Scene in conference room on Wed

Myself: I'm gonna do smth very significant now. I'm gonna delete my blog
Wenya and Bc: NOOOOOOO!! DON'T..
Myself: Like seriously..why?
Wenya: because its a form of memory!!
Bc: yah and coz i'll have 1 less thing to do in future if u delete ur blog
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Interesting -_-"

Been gg back to sch on tues wed n thurs though my exams ended on mon. Need to settle stuff. Also wanted to be there for my pals. Willing to maria for them. Like, when did 'maria' become a verb? Sorting thru my thoughts as well.

Ran the 8km route HPV route on tues. Damn, i shd really have food in my stomach b4 i run. Was hungry till e extent tt i developed stitch and had to endure the pain aft i past kent ridge park.


Went KTV wif twin, yirang and bc just now. Quite fun, quite high. Somehow it was an oldies session and we sang backstreet boys songs. When's our next K-ing session man?